life changing events

recently all my friends say that i havent been my cheery self. too many things happening at the same time i guess.
the happy news is......of course im walking down the aisle in 55 days!!! whohooo! hehehe! yes of course im still very much excited eventhough there are some things that really dampen my mood (grrrr to exams!)


neutral news.....maan has to leave for the states tomorrow. immigration wont have her extend her stay so she has to go and come back in june. boohoohoo.....pero good thing we did our maid of honor-bride preps early!


neutralized news.....ateng cosang got hospitalized, they think it was a stroke but shes awake now and hopefully out of danger. i had her discharged today. haaay....its really expensive to be sick!


so many things to think about.....just one me.....

gloomy mood

i came in for work last monday in a very gloomy mood.....i sat in our office thinking why (?!) and to think i just came from a weekend off (which does not happen weekly). to my dismay my co-workers were in their gloomy mood also....no one could comfort the other because we were all feeling pretty glum. we ate at our happy place and i still felt glum......the next day we went to mass then ate at our happy place again but i still didnt feel better. no amount of mango shake (or smoothy which ever your prefer), no amount of chocolate cake or two egg breakfast could bend my mood....i came from mass again today and i was still feeling low.....maybe its the hormones, maybe the holy week, maybe its the discontent......
call it early midlife crisis if you will but for a while i dont know what to do with my life!!!
i dont feel like im happy with where i am now and i dont know where im going......


The gem cannot be polished without friction, nor man perfected without trials. -- Chinese Proverb